August 2011
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I am not happy.
I think that this distant feeling is all in my head. I try to look at it from different angels. Negative and less negative. Maybe I am momentarily replaced. I am not considered anymore. I am boring. Uninteresting. Or maybe I just am overthinking and nothing is going on. I hate being an over analyzer. It always upsets me. I upset myself more than anyone upsets me. In retrospect everything is dandy...
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When I feel pushed away, I push farther.
I'm so frustrated, I could scream.
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I don't understand why I even try anything...
I feel so detached and distant and no one sees this. I feel like I try to reach someone and I’m not even acknowledged…I never put up with this but when you’re constantly told you’re loved by someone you feel obligated to stick around. I guess I don’t need anyone. Or at least everyone needs a break from me and I need a break from everyone. So I am done even trying to...
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My friends are boring me to death.