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Is it time to give up already?

I felt the need to vent about my fucked up situation where I knew no one would see it. Let me just list everything that is wrong right this moment:

  • I got pulled over for driving without my lights.
  • I was cited for being an unlicensed driver, possession of alcohol and possession of marijuana.
  • My mother is satisfied with this, because she is a sadistic bitch.
  • My father won’t even look at me.
  • My freedom no longer exists.
  • My best friend chose dick over me.
  • I really feel alone.
  • I hate my best friends boyfriend.
  • Wait, my best friend and I are barely even friends anymore and we’re pretty much drifted.
  • It will take me an additional year to get my driver’s license.
  • That fucking ticket is going to cost THOUSANDS of dollars.
  • I do not qualify for College Application fee waivers.
  • My parents will not pay for College App fees.
  • I cannot apply to any college.
  • I do not qualify for SAT fee waivers.
  • My parents will not pay for SAT fees.
  • I cannot take my SATs, therefore I have less chances of getting into a college.
  • I probably have to go to Community College.
  • I am fucking depressed as shit right now.
  • I am not allowed out anywhere, so I cannot smoke or drink.
  • All I wanna do is cry, but my brother picks on me when I do.
  • I feel like shit and scum.
  • I don’t think anything in my life is good. 
  • I honestly, don’t want to be here anymore.
  • What the fuck do I do?
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  1. inthelandofooo posted this