I felt the need to vent about my fucked up situation where I knew no one would see it. Let me just list everything that is wrong right this moment:

• I got pulled over for driving without my lights.
• I was cited for being an unlicensed driver, possession of alcohol and possession of marijuana.
• My mother is satisfied with this, because she is a sadistic bitch.
• My father won’t even look at me.
• My freedom no longer exists.
• My best friend chose dick over me.
• I really feel alone.
• I hate my best friends boyfriend.
• Wait, my best friend and I are barely even friends anymore and we’re pretty much drifted.
• It will take me an additional year to get my driver’s license.
• That fucking ticket is going to cost THOUSANDS of dollars.
• I do not qualify for College Application fee waivers.
• My parents will not pay for College App fees.
• I cannot apply to any college.
• I do not qualify for SAT fee waivers.
• My parents will not pay for SAT fees.
• I cannot take my SATs, therefore I have less chances of getting into a college.
• I probably have to go to Community College.
• I am fucking depressed as shit right now.
• I am not allowed out anywhere, so I cannot smoke or drink.
• All I wanna do is cry, but my brother picks on me when I do.
• I feel like shit and scum.
• I don’t think anything in my life is good. 
• I honestly, don’t want to be here anymore.
• What the fuck do I do?