I haven’t eaten in two days. I’ve been sleeping most of the time. I feel everyone’s not here. I’m not sure if I’m having my depressive shits or if I’m just upset about this one thing. Not sure how I feel really. I made noodles and couldn’t even stomach them. I just want to lay down and I think if I cry I’ll feel better but my sister’s always in my room. I like running to this blog a lot to vent and not being embarrassed by having my friends see it. I don’t go on the computer much anymore. There’s no use. I just lay around and think for hours and listen to my iPod. Or I clean, like today. I even turn off the reception on my blackberry just to post on here and tweet sometimes. I’d like to get texts from some people but then I fear I’ll get in a worse mood. So I just turn it off but no one has texted me anyways, as expected c: As long as everyone else is happy, I am literally content. It’s okay. I am just training myself to be unacknowledged forever and not to give a fuck.